Day 0 Here I Go AGAIN!

Well it's been a few years since I've logged in.  3 years ago this time I lost my drive to want more for me.  I started just settling and didn't care to get more.  I can't seem to finish anything I start and thought why no "GO BACK" and try to get that drive, determination back.  I am healthy at this size
( for now) but certainly am not HAPPY at this size. 

Carson drove me down and we had a great trip. It was nice to see many new things and spend so much time together.  I thank him from the bottom of my heart for letting me have this opportunity.  I know lucky I am to have such a supportive husband and understanding children.  In the long run, if I can get "ME" back or a better version, it will all be worth it! 

Weigh in went good.    I am down 15 lbs from the heaviest weight I got back to.  This is after a 3 day road trip of eating out so that is good!  I was shocked to find out how much muscle I have!  I am over the normal or 100% point - upper body and core especially.  So they suggest that I gain .01lbs of muscles and that is should lose @ 65 lbs of fat and I will get 1/3 of that off before I get home if I work hard!

We had dinner and then did an introductory session.  I was the only one from Canada. Lots of returning guests do not attend so it was a smaller group.  Quite a few returning guests and some for 1 week but most for 2 or more. There is a 22 year old guy that is currently there and will be there for 12 weeks.  I left when I had the opportunity - probably should have listened to the spiel again but wanted a bit of time to get unpacked.  Tomorrow will be an exciting today.  Here is a yummy supper!

Thanks for following along to go on this adventure with me.  I hope that my breakthroughs, struggles, knowledge learned can help you with your life journey to make it the best it can be!